“What Kind of Mud-Person
Are You?”
John 9
What kind of mud-person are you?
There are different kinds of mud-people you know.
There's the kind of mud-person who,
when he gets mud on himself, washes it off right away. He doesn't like
feeling dirty. He then looks around, to clean the mud off of everything
else.
There's the kind of mud-person who,
though she doesn't have a particular problem with the mud, is concerned
about what others will think, that you're dirty and so she tries to
hide the mud from everyone else.
There's the kind of mud-person who's
just plain afraid to get muddy for one reason or another. Are you one
of these?
Or are you the kind of person who, when
you get a little muddy, think it is an opportunity for fun, a chance
to get real muddy, and you look for more? Are you the kind of
mud person who just loves mud, who at a summer rock festival loves to
take a running start and dives into the mud pit and doesn't stop until
every inch of you is covered?
What kind of mud-person are you? Think
back to when you were a kid, did you like mud? Did you revel in it,
or run from it? One of my early memories is eating mud in some playground.
Don't ask me why.
I am asking because this story from
the bible, from the gospel of John-centuries old, inspired by the Holy
Spirit-is about mud people, different kinds of mud-people. Perhaps I
should put it this way, the story is about what people do with the mud
that Jesus makes.
This story is not
primarily about Jesus himself, at least not directly. He is certainly
an important player, the author of the action, but really he is only
around in the beginning and the end; a mere 13 verses out of the whole
41 that we heard. In these 13 verses, Jesus plays with mud. In the heart
of the story, the other 28 verses, we see how the others react.
First we have the Pharisees, among whom
are those opposed to Jesus; those who cannot see beyond the rules and
regulations of their faith. They cannot get over the fact that Jesus
has played with mud on the Sabbath. You're not supposed to do that.
They cannot receive what the mud proclaims: that God is doing something
new, something powerful, something unexpected.
They only see the mud as a threat. They
are so averse to the mud and what it represents, that they not only
quickly wash themselves of it, they do their best to eradicate any sign
of it. They get their spiritual wash clothes and start scrubbing away
wherever they see a speck. Eventually, these kinds of mud-people will
kill the mud-maker.
Then there are the parents of the muddy
man born blind. We don't know what they think about the mud itself.
We don't even hear any thankfulness that their own son has been healed
by the mud. What we do hear is that they are afraid of the first kind
of mud-person. They don't want to have anything to do with the mud because
they fear the scrubbing of the clean freaks.
Then there is the man himself, blind
from birth. The subject of theological debate. Marginalized because
he must be paying for some sin, whether his own or his families. Here
with this nameless individual, we have the model mud-person. He allows
Jesus to spread mud on his eyes, mud made with Jesus own spit. Perhaps
he was so desperate he would try anything. When he washes at Jesus'
direction his eyes are opened. He can see! This is only the beginning
of the story.
As the long chapter unfolds, he is tried
and tested. He is questioned and threatened. He is scoffed at and driven
out of the synagogue, the focal point of his faith. Through it all,
he does not forget the mud, and what it did for him. He sticks to it.
He continues to proclaim what the mud did for him. He grows in understanding
of the person who made the mud. When pushed to it, he gets in a few
licks of his own on the ones who are trying to scrub him clean of that
“Jesus mud.”
In the end, he shows us that there is
more than one kind of mud in this story. There is the mud that Jesus
puts on his physical eyes. This is the mud we see, the mud we can touch,
and feel, and taste if you are so inclined. This mud heals his eyes.
Then there is the mud you can't see.
This is the mud that heals the eyes of his spirit, that opens his eyes
to a savior. While this mud is more enigmatic, more elusive, and less
easily defined, it certainly sticks. And when it lands on you, or more
precisely, when Jesus lovingly spreads it on your spiritual eyes, it
changes you in ways so much more profound. This mud also brings sight
where there is blindness. With mud on the eyes of his body and also
on the eyes of his Spirit he responds and proclaims, “I believe.”
Here we have this sacrament that we
receive this morning. In this cup we have wine and bread. This morning
I want you to think of these ordinary things as mud.
This mud is for you. It is offered to
all who trust in the one who makes the mud. Like it happened for the
man born blind, it is offered to open our eyes to a new kind of seeing.
What will we do with this mud that Jesus
makes?
When we are under stress, we tend to
see things differently. We look at ourselves, our relationships, our
world through darker lenses, as if the world was a crime scene. We are
forever asking what is wrong, what's missing, what doesn't add up, and
who is to blame.
When it comes to church, and when we
see all the things that need to be done, we see work to do, burdens
to bear, meetings to endure.
When it comes to the building campaign
we think of the things that we wish we could do if we had more money.
We think of how long it has taken. We think of how we could do it better
if we were on the committee. When we are approached by someone on the
building committee we think, “Oh, they just want my money again!”
In our relationships under stress, we
look at our loved ones as if they are suspects. We see differences and
despair at how they can be overcome. We look at their short comings,
their faults, their weaknesses. When we come together after being apart
for the day, we first think of the things that our spouse, or child,
or parent, didn't do, or did wrong, or we exasperatedly
ask, “What do you want from me now?” We focus on the “me”.
If we are the self critical sort, we
look at our own faults, our own short comings, our weaknesses, and we
dwell on them.
This is how the Pharisees in the story saw things. Truth be told, there is Pharisee in all of us.
But Jesus this morning says, “Here's
mud in your eye!”
As he gently spreads goop on your eyes,
Jesus whispers, “Life is not a problem to be solved. It is possibility
to be explored. I am the light of the world, let me brighten things
up for you.”
When it comes to faith, instead of seeing
duty and burden, we can see opportunity to celebrate God's goodness,
opportunity to participate in something meaningful, opportunity to grow
and order our lives as God intends, and opportunity to give until it
feels great! “Here is a vision for ministry and I can be a part of
it!”
In our relationships, instead of picking
others apart, we can see goodness and growth. We can see the gifts that
each of us has. We can see the things we share, and celebrate the diversity
that sets us apart as unique. Instead of driving out, we can bring in.
Instead of the cold shoulder, with open eyes and spirits we can offer
the warm embrace. We can see the innate worth and beauty in each and
every one of us.
“Here's mud in your eye.” Jesus
says this morning.
He invites us to see, and say, with
the man once blind but blind no longer, “I believe. Lord, I believe.”
Amen.
March 2, 2008
Rev. Paul Heins
First Presbyterian Church
Logan, Utah