“Seeing” 

Mark 10:46-52

Psalm 34:1-8 

Professor Duncan started the optics class, as always, with an example of optics outside of the classroom.  He had been at the zoo with his son and noticed that the irises, that colored portion of the eye that provides shape to the pupil, were shaped differently in different species.  He drew some shapes on the board: circular, two different sized semi-circles joined together, a rounded off rectangle.  Each opening provides vision advantages.  The two semi-circles provide excellent near vision for grazing animals trying to find food with just enough distant vision to warn of approaching predators.  Predators' irises are optimized to focus on prey.  Human circular openings are good for all around vision.  Survival, for species or individuals, often depends on how well one sees. 

Mark, in his gospel, wants to ensure that we see things, clearly see things, that he believes are critical for our survival. 

Better first or second?  What about this pair: better first or second?  Now, 1 or 2?  Looking around, most of us have spent some time in the optometrist's office trying to improve our vision.  I have a drawer full of glasses.  Out of date.  Computer.  Sunglasses.   Reading.  Each to sharpen my vision.  An eye chart is very stark: clear sharp black letters on a white background: no distractions.  Mark also wants to sharpen our vision.  Mark is equally stark in his gospel: clear sharp stories of God's kingdom set against the background of the kingdom of mankind.   

Yet, Mark often uses words to convey multiple images.  The Greek verb to heal is the same as the verb to be saved; physical healing and salvation are linked.  Likewise for seeing.  We often use an idiom when we are trying to follow complex instructions: we 'see' the process or 'see' the solution; Mark also links seeing with understanding.  Mark challenges our vision; challenges us to look very closely at this gospel to ensure that we see everything that is there. 

We need more than just a good pair of glasses.  Occasionally, we need to back up and see the big picture, the overall structure of Mark.  When it's big, we often back up; then we lose the details.  So, I have a telescope to help us see.  I see movement; away from Jerusalem and into gentile country, then the start of a return trip, the final entry into Jerusalem.  I see crowds; the crowds that Jesus feeds, teaches, heals.  But they leave and I see only the disciples; then the crowds and disciples are present together in Jerusalem.  I see changing expectations; attempts to understand who this Jesus is; the recurring question that Jesus asks: “Who do you say that I am?”  Three distinct acts within Mark, each act defined by location, crowds, expectations. 

While looking at these large themes, I notice that there are only two healings of blindness in Mark.  These healings act like bookends, with felt on the inside.  The first healing, or bookend, back in the 8th chapter introduces the second act.  It is the story of the blind man healed in two steps.  The felt on the bookend is Jesus asking Peter “Who do you say that I am?”  Peter declares that Jesus is the Messiah; then tries to tell Jesus how to be the Messiah.  Peter's spiritual blindness is only half healed.   

In today's passage, the order is reversed.  Blind Bartimaeus proclaims “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.”  Even though the crowds try to silence him, he continues to call out to the Son of David.  Jesus ignores the crowd and asks the man what he wants: his vision.  In contrast to Peter, this blind man fully sees, fully understands, who Jesus is.  And then Jesus cures his physical blindness. 

But there are also details that are hard to see.  Little things that are so easy to overlook as we ask the question of “Who is Jesus?”  It is hard to tell whether we need a magnifying glass to look closely at these details, or a mirror.  For these are the details the confront us personally, that ask us how we are different because we have seen this big picture.

Perhaps the best device is that of a microscope, an old fashioned type.  It has a mirror that reflects the light of Christ; illuminates us with this clear and pure light; pierces our hearts with the truth of Christ.  It has many lenses that magnify what we see in this reflected light.  The rich man could not, or would not, look closely at himself in the light of the kingdom of God.  The Pharisees could look closely at all the details of life, but would not see them in terms of Christ's light.  Those who asked the questions about divorce could see many details; but they could not see the motivation of their own hard hearts.  So we need both this new light and strong lenses to see into our hearts, to see if we can say, like the blind man, that Jesus is the Messiah.  And then, when offered the opportunity to be healed, or saved, we also jump to our feet, leaving our coats behind, so that we might see, see and understand. 

Even within the few short verses of this story, we have the great sweep of expectations, of the answer to the “Who am I?” question.  But, just like the stark eye chart, there is great contrast.  The blind beggar jumps up; this isn't slowly getting to his feet or being helped up by the discouraging crowd.  Jumps to his feet!  I don't jump to my feet too well; in the dark of night jumping is dangerous for me.  Yet in the darkness of blindness, Bartimaeus jumps to his feet.  He is a beggar, yet he leaves his coat behind.  This is perhaps the only thing that he owns, all that is between him and the harsh world around him.  Yet he leaves it behind.  The rich man went away sad; he saw Jesus but did not understand, was not willing to change regardless of what he saw.  The blind beggar saw Jesus, saw Jesus as the Messiah, then was healed by Jesus.  We end with him joining Jesus on the way.  The early Christians in Acts described themselves as followers of the way; the physical way into Jerusalem and the cross.  Followers of the way, the life, of Jesus.  Followers who have been transformed by Jesus and have started a journey, entered into a new life, on the way. 

Glasses to see clearly.  Telescopes to see the big picture.  Microscopes to look at the details; to look at ourselves in the reflected light of Christ; the light which can transform us. 

Mark wants us to see, to understand, the most critical of all questions, the one that opens and closes Act II of the gospel of Mark, as Jesus asks us: “Who do you say I am?” 

October 29, 2006

Rev. Al Hammond

First Presbyterian Church

Logan, Utah